I would like to hire a Ghostwriter

Hello my name is benjamin and I wanted a song for myself or even show my mother some things she didn't know happend in my private life so heres a short resume of how much shit I have been through. Psycho dad I never met, getting picked on as a kid and all the way as a teenager, always gets fucked up when you try to help everyone, girlfriend that cheated 2 girls both cheated the third I got did it to me 3 times cuz I gave too many chances and I broke the fuck down and wanted to kill myself cuz I picked the girl before the bros and I did everything to help this girl instead of helping my health till it was too late, getting run over 2 times and survives, my mother almost died and I saw her when she got a heart attack and I fought I lost the only thing in life that always cared about me, getting to see my mom brake down cuz she was broke and was tired of life and she told me ind the eyes she wanted to kill herself cuz she cant hold her own life together, all her ex boyfriends wanted to come after us, getting hit in the head with a metal brush cuz I defended myself with words against a bully, almost getting send to an nursing home cuz people didn't think I could make it living with my mother, but even after all this im keeping being strong and positive.