It's only been recently since I found pleasure in my head
No more contemplation, pushing bullets through it instead
It's 'cause I get to see life in how it has to be
I hate to say it but I love the peace that chaos brings
Every single day I find myself begging for more
I need, can't find the cure
Oh yeah, can't help myself
Every single day I'll find a way to lose
For now that peace has gone
The world has melted but it's still so cold
It's simple, trade my heart for hope and gold
When good substance is hard to find
And the last thought that leaves my mind
Is, what the fuck does being healthy feel like?
My face disintegrates
Tasteless pain numb my teeth
Back and neck so tense
Its contorted and makes no sense
Every single day I find myself begging for more
I need, can't find the cure
Oh yeah, can't help myself
Every single day I will find a way to lose
Every single day I find myself begging for more
I need, can't find the cure
Oh yeah, can't help myself
Every single day I will find a way to lose control
Every single day I will find a way to lose control
Every single day I pray and pray but nothing changes
The pressure tames me
Break me down
Please, dont blame me
There's only one way out!